Thursday, September 14, 2006
6:55 PM
it's been like 3 months since i last came?? haha... guess no one shld be reading this blog anymore..
feeling down for the past 2 weeks... cos i think i have fallen for her but yet i don dare to tell her... frens ard me keep telling me to just go for it... but... i noe i am not the type of guy she goes for... so i noe there is no chance of us being tgt... but... things jus happen this way...
wanted to noe her 3 yrs ago... but got rejected... then i started to avoid her cos was kinda awkward... till now... she came over and made frens with me... why mus she step into my life again??? haiz... went out with her and the grp a few times... but nv had the chance to speak to her over the fone except the time i sent her home... haiz... i wished i have the courage to tell her but i'm afraid tt if i do... we might not even have the chance to be frens.. and i don wan tht to happen... but am i to continue suffering?? i tried to step out of their lives... but i can't..
been thinking about it the past few dAES.. very fan... haiz... someone slap me outta here please...



